This is a love song for people like me Who are still learning to love our whole selves Still learning to see our whole selves But I know you can do this Believe with me now you can do this I won’t let you down you can do this Just sing with me now Took a while to get here I let the world break me down Used to stifle my own sound until I nearly drowned Took a while to see it clear But once I learned to slow it down My heart it searched and it found my true sound Now I chase my fantasy I’m invincible now I let my roots show me how They never let me down I make my dreams reality As I continue to grow I just want you to know Where I come from (come from) Where I come from (come from) Matters And I want you to know That wherever I go I’ll carry that with me, with me (Of the ocean) But I won’t water myself down

West of the sun, east of the moon yeah I told you I want no strings attached Grown ass woman Mx. Independent Depend on no one whole and free But every time you hold me I lose my mind and my body starts Anticipating ecstasy soon East side of the sun west of the moon The way you make me feel it’s on my mind lately You got what it takes to really frustrate me Got everything I need but I want you right now Now I want you right now And it’s not that I need anyone to come save me Smoke a little bit and unwind baby Let’s explore this chemistry I can’t ignore this I need to know why I’m drawn to you this time So would you let me know yeah The way you make me feel it’s on my mind lately You got what it takes to really frustrate me Got everything I want but I need you right now Now I need you right now And it’s not that I need anyone to come save me Smoke a little bit and clear your mind baby Won’t you explore this chemistry with me? I’m searching for the truth no lies I only want the truth no lies no lies No need to rush we can take our time If I really wanted we could go all night Don’t play baby you know I’m right I can do things that will change your life Cause I ain’t lonely baby But you can join me baby I mean For a while I ain’t lonely baby But you can join me baby for a while For a while I really hope I see you again I know I will. You know I will. I really hope I see you again I know that it's been a while But this time will be different I know who I… hey I really hope I see you again I know that it's been a while But this time will be different I know who I… I really hope I see you again I know that it’s been a while But this time will be different I know who I am right now I really hope I see you again I know who I am right now I wanna know who you are Only the beginning believe me Even dream of this when I’m sleeping I’m willing to learn so teach me, teach me, teach me Only the beginning believe me Even dream of this when I’m sleeping I’m willing to learn so teach me, teach me, I’ll teach you

Got you out here in the water so deep In awe of you in awe of me Orbital love to gravity Warm breathe and skin so close Baby we can go fast or slow Don’t worry I already know How I make you feel Heartache, sugar rush Brain freeze, wanna touch Heartache, sugar rush Brain freeze, wanna touch Sun, moon, circling each other We owe it to one another So lay down I define this universe as a miracle Heartache, sugar rush Brain freeze, wanna touch Heartache, sugar rush Brain freeze, wanna touch Me, you, circling each other We push and pull one another So lay down I define this universe as a miracle As a miracle Give us the key to what it means to be alive, be alive Close up now you can see, that I am truly free I’m truly free yeah

Catch me doin 95 on the freeway Driving like it’s an emergency Too many shots of the bombay I don’t remember how to slow down Used to give a fuck about avoiding heartbreak My own ghost riding right next me Don’t wanna die but I’m not afraid If that’s the price I already paid I came over for you to melt me like only you could My body knows you it was craving but it’s not good Even though I should I still can’t feel a thing Keep my imagination high but my head down I’m not playing games this is my way I like when you come around But even here with you I can’t be found I’m just searching for my heart on the way out Wish I could control this urgency I’m singing without a sound But I’ll keep looking till I fade out, fade out I came over for you to melt me like only you could My body knows you it was craving but it’s not good Even though I should I still can’t feel a thing I’m living my dream life I’m living my dream life I can’t feel a thing I’m living my dream life I wanna believe in love But I can’t feel, I can’t feel a thing Lalalalalala I can't feel, I can't feel a thing Why can't I feel anything?

(My love can be mine?) I feel tired all the time. I gave away all my energy But I just wanna relieve suffering so I give till there’s nothing left of me Trying to understand my boundaries Searching for a new foundation Trying to understand my place in world Filled with so much marginalization Don’t I deserve don’t I deserve love? Brown girl don’t you deserve don’t you deserve love? Oh my darling The world deserves for you to love yourself I’m still learning I’m still learning Oh it’s okay if you’re still learning I feel tired all the time I gave away all of my energy But I just wanna relieve suffering so I give till there’s nothing left of me So maybe this time Maybe this time so maybe this time My love can be mine So maybe this time My love can be mine Monologue: “I gotta learn how to love myself first you know So that I can love somebody else What does self love look like for you? Does it have boundaries? Are you going to protect your heart Because no ones gonna do it for you I’m still learning but I think that’s okay” Oh It’s okay that I’m still learning But baby this time My love will be mine So take your damn time Self care and unwind I’ll take my damn time Self care and unwind I promise you deserve this Remember that you deserve love You are on your way to healing I believe everything you’re feeling Brown girl it’s your time I’ve been healing my whole life This isn’t new to me

Can’t you hear what I hear? What I hear? Can’t you hear what I hear? Can’t you? Hear what I (Like it’s free) There’s a song about us Melody feed it to me like it’s free What does it mean without us? Can’t remember feeling more lonely What if it’s time? It feels right Time, it feels right Time, it feels right Can’t you hear what I hear? (Like it’s free) Forgetting all about us Fantasy is no place for me to be The rhythm it beats it’s shouting Creator will you break me? What if it’s time? It feels right Time, it feels right Time, it feels right (There’s a song about us) But what if it feels right? (Like it’s free) Break me

Every time I look up at the sun we’re traveling at the speed of light Every night I look up at the moon I say I want you in my life Yeah The scent of you right beside me Shadow passes so I look behind me The scent of you right beside me Shadow passes so Just think about me babe Don’t worry bout me babe I don’t want you to stop Just think about me babe I don’t want you to stop Don’t worry bout me baby When I’m with you Everything’s right don’t let me go If you feel it too Don’t wait just let me know Don't wait just let me know Every time I look up at the sun we’re traveling at the speed of light And it’s such a pretty sight Every night I look up at the moon I say I want you in my life But I can’t make up my mind Every time I look up at the sun we’re traveling at the speed of light And it’s such a pretty sight Every night I look up at the moon I say I want you in my life But I can’t make up my mind But I can’t make up my mind But I can’t make up my mind But I can’t make up but I can’t make up my mind I look at the (sun) I look at the (sun) Even though it hurts, even though it hurts I’m looking for energy I’m looking for energy Even, even though it hurts

Tired of searching for a way back into your heart I got shit to do not wasting more time waiting on you So fucking tired of searching for a way back into your heart Boy I got shit to do not wasting more time waiting on you I don’t belong here I don’t belong anywhere But I’m not going anywhere near the past It’s the best of me won’t get what’s left of me Cause I’m saving the best of me For last (Best of me, na na na na best of me But I know you want it) You can hold happiness in your hand You can do this without any man I deserve everything I demand What will it take for you to understand? Hold happiness in your hand You can do this without any man I deserve everything I demand What will it take for you to understand? You say I’ve changed but aren’t we supposed to? Always doing what I’m not supposed to Oh I, guess I can’t please everybody But you’re not just anybody Nobody makes me feel the way that you do Nobody makes me feel the way that you do Nobody makes me feel a way Nobody makes me feel the way that you do So fucking tired of searching for a way back into your heart Boy I got shit to do not wasting more time waiting on you I don’t belong here don’t belong anywhere But I’m not going anywhere near the past It’s the best of me won’t get what’s left of me Cause I’m saving the best of me for last You can hold happiness in your hand You can do it without any man I deserve everything I demand What will it take for you to understand? You can hold happiness in your hand You can do it without any man I deserve everything I demand What will it take for you to understand? I’ve changed but I’m supposed to Doing what I’m supposed to Oh I, guess I can’t please everybody But you’re not just anybody Nobody makes me feel the way that you do Nobody makes me feel the way that you do Nobody makes me feel a way Nobody makes me feel the way that you do (Nobody makes me feel a way, nobody makes me feel the way that you do) I don’t belong here don’t belong anywhere I don’t belong anywhere It’s the best of me won’t get what’s left of me Cause I’m saving the best of me for last For last (It’ll be the best of me, imma save the best of me for last For last But I know you want it)

Oh moon, master of balance and light Controlling tides without a fight And you even reflect your own light Oh moon, all the power without a sound Oceans live because you’re around But you don’t water yourself down If it’s true teach me your ways Oh moon, if I could be more like you Maybe he’ll stay because Every morning I wake determined to love myself At my own pace thinkin girl you don’t need anybody else But in my solitude vivid memories taunt me It’s like no matter what I do guilt and regret fill me But nighttime is the hardest, these days I never fall asleep Why do I feel the smallest right before it’s my chance to dream? Cause if I could have it my way, if I could live my fantasy I would have another chance to love you righteously How can I fall asleep if I only dream of you? Oh moon, how do I reclaim myself what do I need to do? Master of balance and right Controlling tides without a fight And you even reflect your own light Oh moon, all the power without a sound Oceans live because you’re around But you don’t water yourself down If it’s true teach me your ways Oh moon, if I could be more like you Every morning I wake determined to love myself At my own pace thinkin girl you don’t need anybody else But in my solitude vivid memories taunt me It’s like no matter what I do guilt and regret fill me But nighttime is the hardest, these days I never fall asleep Why do I feel the smallest right before it’s my chance to dream? Cause if I could have it my way, if I could live my fantasy Not only would I have you but I would have all of me

I’m here I’m lost again I’m trying to pretend That nothing lingers on me That you did not create me I’m here I’m lost again I’m trying to forget That look directed at me That it forever changed me Why did I let you create me? Why did I let you I’m here I’m lost again I’m trying to pretend That nothing lingers on me That you did not create me I’m here I’m lost again I’m trying to forget That look directed at me That you forever changed me That you forever changed me Love’s in the milky way No matter what they say I’ve never felt this way But I know better than to depend on you depend on us baby I depend on me now I live for me now (I live for me now) I fight for me now I’m here I’m found again I don’t have to pretend That nothing lingers on me That you did not create me I’m here I’m found again I will never forget That it is I who changed me That only I create me Only I

I see you but you don’t see me I see you but you don’t see me Smile I see, set me free Smile I see, set me free The chances imaginary The pain extraordinary I see you I see you Smile I see, set me free Smile I see, set me free The chances are imaginary The pain is extraordinary

Listen to me now I’ll tell you all about yourself yourself yourself Let me tell you all about yourself yourself yourself A better reason for all this, the sound of love is A better reason for all this, the sound of love is Stick with me if you want a A better reason for all this, the sound of love is A better reason for all this, the sound of love is Stick with me if you want a Better reason for all this, the sound of love is Hey He starts to love on me softly, softly I don’t really do this shit often, often, She starts to love on me softly, softly I don’t really do this shit often, often He’s already killing me softly, softly I don’t really smoke that green often, often She’s already killing me softly, softly I don’t really smoke that green often Sun’s calling me Moon’s testing me Listen to me now I’ll tell you all about myself myself myself I’ll tell you all about myself (Why don’t you listen to me now?) Softly softly I don’t really Often often She’s already killing me softly, softly, I don’t really smoke that green often, often She starts to love on me softly, softly, I don’t really do this shit often, often

I share with the world What parts of me do I share with the world? Searching for my roots But I won’t water myself down Might be unusual to some I tell the truth about where I’m from, from In my tongue You’ve got so many worlds all a part of you Don’t be ashamed ancestors watch over you All over the world You are not alone It’s okay if you’re afraid to grow, hey It’s okay if you’re afraid to glow Hafu Child You’re more beautiful than you know There’s no time limit just take it slow Knowing who you are will make you whole Don’t let anybody tell you no Might be unusual to some I tell the truth about where I’m from In multiple tongues Anata wa kanzen nani mo kaketeinai yo Tu eres mas chevere porque te aceptas en tu totalidad   Growing up I was the only one ,tried so hard to fit in Categories not meant for me So take up space, don’t be shy it’s our turn now A different beautiful than you know There’s no time limit just take it slow Of the ocean I’m untouchable But I won’t water myself down, down (improv) Diaspora child your struggle is so real Monologue: It is kinda funny that we are referred to as "hafu" Or half, when we are not really half of anything If anything we are double, triple, quadruple But I do like claiming this word back to say You might only acknowledge part of me But if you do that you are missing out on all of me And that's your loss Not mine

When we’re watching the storm baby what could go wrong? When we’re watching the storm baby When we’re watching the storm baby what could go wrong? On our level of reality is A subtle place where our sanity lives We thought we’d live up to be the epitome of madness Pure and galactic Or revolutionary, reach out and grab it One and only planet This now Got to got to stop this now This now We thought we’d live up to be The epitome of madness Pure and galactic Or revolutionary Reach out and grab it One and only planet Who are you to make me choose? Pink or blue when massive nebulas offer so many hues? Or when universes collide Let the chaos inside of you because you have nothing to hide Feeling kinda small but I can do it all with you With you yeah Feeling kinda small but I can do it all with you With you yeah Feeling kinda small but I can do it all with you With you That’s why I’ll orbit pluto (Feeling kinda small but I can do it all with you With you) That’s why I’ll orbit pluto

(Late night is when I think of you) Just sing with me now you can do this Believe with me now you can do this I won’t let you down I want you to know, I want you to know I want you to know, I want you to know I want you to know That I’m whole not part of I want you to know That I’m made for no one but me I want you to know That I’m whole not part of I want you to know That I’m made for no one but me Just sing with me now you can do this Believe with me now you can do this I won’t let you down I want you to know, I want you to know I want you to know, I want you to know Late night is when I think of you Late night is when I think of you But I do think about you (Outro) This is a love song for people like me Who are still learning to love our whole selves Still learning to see our whole selves But I know you can do this (deep breath)